PPL

will show you better than they can tell you, who and what they are all about. I have learned to not hold to much regard on words and much more on action.

so,

you tell me you love me, but you're never there when I need you - then you are full of sh*t..
you say you're gonna pay me back, but you avoid me, duck my calls, - then you are full of sh*t..
you're only around when U NEED something, but MIA all other times - then you are full of sh*t..

ppl need to stop tryna sell pipe dreams and making promises they have no intension on keeping.

Stop being full of sh*t, I'm sure you can smell yourself by now.

I'm

Unhappy.

I really

haven't had much to say all year. And alas, the year is quickly coming to an end. My life really hasn't had much going on this year. Paying bills, increasing debt, heart broken, happy sad, lost, found, encouraged, greedy, poor, reluctant, etc. all in a life's work. Life has it's ups and downs, I'm just glad I'm alive to experience all that comes my way.

More typing to come. Stay blessed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The only one holding me back is me.

I love to text. What did I ever do before texting was possible. On the down side, I've lost the art conversation.

you already knew

but you allowed yourself to be sucked in. to keep getting sucked in. when you already knew. you knew everyword out of his mouth was a lie, but you fed into it anyway. when every sensibility told you to leave him alone, you kept allowing him back into your life.

no need for tears now, since you already knew. time wasted, broken hearts, lies after lies after lies.

noone to blame but yourself, seeing that you already knew.

you tried to deny, what you knew in your mind, body, and soul tried to deny.......why, why, you knew you deserved better and much more....why do you punish yourself...what are you looking for???????? what did you hope to find????? you were made out to be a joke, stupid stupid stupid you. believing him instead of what others kept telling you to be true....stupid stupid gullable dumb you.....not that it mattered what anyone said because in your heart of hearts you already knew.

So I was thinking

there is really no reason for me to attempt to loose weight right before Turkey day. I would only be setting myself up for failure. Cause I'm sure I will be overendulging on all the goodies. And I know you're thinking, so that means the same excuse for Christmas. No, after Thanksgiving I'll have a month to buckle down. If I have success, than Christmas dinner will be my just reward. :). Small steps, small baby teeny tiny steps. I'll get there eventually. In due time. I certainly didn't get this PLUMP over night.