Last nite

I went out with kimora after work. We went to Jaspers 202, had a couple drinks. Our cousin (LUC) and his partner joined us..... Now Luc is that niccas cousin (for those of you who dont know, that nicca is my soon to be ex) anywho.....after we there for a lil while, i guess thinking i was drunk enough to spill the beans, Luc says...so have you ever cheated on that nicca, i mean yall aint together no more, im thinking no this nicca aint ask me that question. so i say no, but he cant say the same, he says well he told me he thought u were seeing some one, im like what eva, i was the one always home so how he thought that i dont know...anywho it dont matter, he'll be gettin served in Dec......so luc proceeds to tell me, that nicca aint gonna sign the papers he gonna try and get back with ya, supposedly thats what he told him.....


Know i dont know if this is true, cause Luc be lying sometimes, but if that nicca really think ima take him back he gotta another thing coming, he bet not mess this up for me, im tryna get this done and ova with, its bad enough i had to wait a year to do this.....my girl said to me the other day what if he contests......i told her stop raining on my parade, but shit what if he does, i tell you what he bet not try to make this difficult for me, i aint asking for ish dont want ish, i just want out, he can fawk with me if he wants to, ill have his broke ass paying alimony

7 things i say most often

1. Whateva
2. Nicca please
3. If you aint feeding, fawking, financing me you aint got ish to say so shut the fawk up... (the sensored version, I'm sure you can figure it out)
4. One monkey dont stop the show
5. Snowball (I have to call this damn dog everyday, so I can walk him before I go to work. He sits there on the bed and just looks at me, like he dont know what I'm talking about. He just wants me to pick him up, I'm hip to his game, lil lazy ass dog.)
6. Hello...I have a lil home training, I know how to properly answer a phone
7. Holla....I dont say bye on most occations, I even got my mom saying it, lol


I know pissy, I have more to go, I figure I can get my daily post on if I do it this way, lol

Starting all over

Ok for what ever reason, I got locked out of my other blog. So I gotta start all over. There wasn't nothing much to read there anyway and I'm sure there wont be much to read here. But get over yourself. It's not about you here. It's all about me. The sooner you realize that the better off you'll be.

Starting over: That has been the theme of this year. I'm going through a lot right now. I'm getting a divorce, I bought a new house, I've tried to meet/love/hate new people, I had to get a second job, oh and lost some weight. Everything is changing for me. They say change is good. But most of my change hurts. Nearly a year later it still hurts. And I'm not sure how long it will last. But I guess my pain will unfold here. It will be a happy place too. There are some ppl in my life who continue to make an impact and make me feel happy, special, warm, and fuzzy and are my support system. Am I bitter, hell yeah. My life, well at least I thought, was not supposed to be this way. Life lessons, I guess. Hopefully, I can learn from them and move on..................I guess we'll both find out........ So check in from time to time, so you can chew on my thoughts.

Today's Rant: OK why this lil devil dog of mine, eat my sandwich today. I was on the computer downloading some data I needed so I could work from home. (Yes, I worked on the Sunday.) I put the sandwich on the coffee table where next to my work laptop. As I'm downloading, I here the paper plate hit the floor. I walk over there to find 3/4 of my sandwich gone, Snowball (da devil dog) licking his lips, and mustard on my freshly cleaned carpet....(except for where I spilled the star bucks coffee on Friday, but that's beside the point) .......I initially smack the ish out of him and put his ass in the cage, where he stayed for 3 hours. You don't mess with a big girls food, LOL........This is the 2nd time he stole my food this week. On Friday, it was half my bagel.....he has food upstairs, he just chooses to follow me around instead of eating his food.....