you already knew

but you allowed yourself to be sucked in. to keep getting sucked in. when you already knew. you knew everyword out of his mouth was a lie, but you fed into it anyway. when every sensibility told you to leave him alone, you kept allowing him back into your life.

no need for tears now, since you already knew. time wasted, broken hearts, lies after lies after lies.

noone to blame but yourself, seeing that you already knew.

you tried to deny, what you knew in your mind, body, and soul tried to deny.......why, why, you knew you deserved better and much more....why do you punish yourself...what are you looking for???????? what did you hope to find????? you were made out to be a joke, stupid stupid stupid you. believing him instead of what others kept telling you to be true....stupid stupid gullable dumb you.....not that it mattered what anyone said because in your heart of hearts you already knew.