Can't seem to

get my head above water. don't know exactly how i ended up in this position. it just seems like im robbing peter to pay paul every month. and i so should not be in this position. anyone who knows me knows this for a fact. yeah i tend to buy what i want when i want it, take trips out the blue, and cover other debts. but i work hard, being nice is who i am, i figure it will come back one way or the other. but some how what ever i've been doing recently has got me in a never ending cycle of barely making it. i'm trying so hard not to end my automatic deposits to my ING....i need to be saving, but at the same time i need out of debt. what to do what to do. can't win for loosing. I know I know.....i need to be tracking what I'm spending my cash on easier said than done. for someone with an accounting degree, i can't seem to manage my finances. I've never kept a budget...i guess there is a first time for everything. Can't take this cycle into 09. that much I know. somethings definately gotsta give.

PS - god give me the strenth to get through 6 miles and 1000 sit ups on sat. Boot camps gonna be the death of me.