OK does anyone know bruno

is he a blogger??????....I came in this morn to find a pic of him and his fam in my gmail box. He also asked that i send him a pic. However he never mentioned how he got to know my gmail addy. HAVE ANY OF YALL GOT AN EMAIL FROM HIM TOO????? He says he lives in Italy.

This is the main reason I don't put my real name on the internet. I use aliases. The main one is Anastasia Beaverhousen. Thats the name listed on my email accounts. Some ppl actually think that is my real name. But I got it off of Will and Grace. Anyone remember that episode???? On my myspace my first name in No1 and last Special.....

Anywho I'ma hold off putting his pic on blast. If you see this, Bruno, get at me and state your business. How did you come across my email and why did you send me your pic....

*********************UPDATE*****************11:31 am**************************

TTD asked for an update on yesterday's post.......

I didn't talk to him nor see him yesterday.....I saw his father though. he stopped by my 2nd job to pay the cell bill....

background: his father and mother have cell phones that are on my account...that nicca was paying it, but when i stopped getting the money, I went straight to his father for it.....so he's been paying since October....

Dat nicca just called me and said he would see me in about an hour for lunch.....hmmmm we'll see what happens.....

Lunch with Dat Nicca

Background: For new readers and lurkers that pop through, Dat Nicca is my soon to be ex-husband.

I havent been talking bout Dat nicca lately. Mostly cause i've had no desire to. But last week he calls me and says: He fucked up, sorry for all that he put me through, that i'm a good women, and that although I may not love him anymore he will always love me.

Me on the phone, with my what eva Nicca look on face.....

First of all its been over a year since we've been separated. Since this time we have barely talked.

Secondly, he continues to lie about whats really going on, although I know he knows I know.

Thirdly, we have yet to have a conversation about all this, its just kinda been an understood thing, which is retarded to me, because it wasnt an understanding that we were getting married, we discussed it.....I think the same should apply for the divorce...But in any event I am so over his ass, I have no desire to get back, nor at this point do I even care to have the well where do we go from here convo.....This is a dead horse that I have no desire to continue beating....its pointless....


Yesterday he calls asking if we can do lunch today. I agreed cause I need him to sign these insurance papers. He had the nerve to ask me to wear something nice for him. *EYEROLL*...The kicker is I am in a suit today, because I have a meeting today. THIS IS NOT FOR HIM. I will be sure to tell him that. So I hope in this lunch he has no intentions on tryna make this his road back home....Cause ladies and gents I personally burned that there bridge....He KNOWS HE FUCKED UP A GOOD THING....HIS FAULT NOT MINE I WILL NOT LOOK BACK.......

Every since he's left me things have been down hill for him, but up for me....NEW house NEW Car...and New Career Goals....He's lost his job, alienated his friends and family, lies, borrows $ he has no intentions of paying back, lights turned off, robbed (so he says) twice, and car repossessed....i could go on but whats the point........

Any way tune back in later to see what went down at lunch. I gotta prepare for a 11 meeting.


************************UPDATE********************12:59PM

MISSY

I GUESS ITS IN THE AIR, I'VE BEEN STOOD UP TOO... HE SAYS HE'LL MEET ME AFTER WORK, HE GOT CALLED IN TO WORK. HE SAYS HE NOW WORKS FOR UPS.....BUT USUALLY WORKS NIGHTS AND SUPPOSEDLY IN A TRAINING PROGRAM AT METRO (HIS FATHER WORKS THERE)....OH AND HAS AN INTERVIEW WITH FANNIE MAE NEXT WEEK.....GOOD LUCK ON THAT BRAH. I HOPE HE GETS HIS SHIT TOGETHER......

I KNOW ONE THING HE BETTA STOP PLAYING WITH ME AND SIGN THESE PAPERS.

I am so not in the mood today

Why did my dad call me at 1 am to talk about nothing. He asked had i talked to my mom, my aunt, did i send his birthday card out.....A bunch of shit that could've waited for a decent hour......Mind you i didn't got to sleep till 11:30. then i wake up at 3:30am, alarm went off at 5:30. I am so damn tired......Then while walking my dog my neighbor asks

her: morning, do you have a jack?
me: no, (thinking, I'm in a hurry, already running behind, I aint got time for this)
her: you don't have a jack
me: THINKS TO SELF: Nicca you aint got a jack.......but i return to my car to look anyway
I just got done telling myself yesterday, that i need to be more neighborly. After looking in my road side assistance kit that came with the car....I inform her that its not in it.
her: well dont they usually put them with the spare...
Me: Thinks to self, shit if you know so much about where they go, why dont you have 1......I relunctantly lift the carpet up to look where the spare is......and NO DAMN JACK....So I tell her sorry i dont have one......and finish walking my dog

Now why the hell dont i have a jack in a brand new car.....If i knew that I would've took the jack out of the Max.....Shit somebody is giving me a jack...

Anyway, I finally get to the station, get on the train, and bree calls....we shooting the shit, i tell her about dad's call and the jack incident....in between the drop calls occuring at every station.....which is pissing me off...Some how during our exchange i miss my stop and didnt notice until i was 3 stops passed my destination.....GRRR.....so i back track and here i am....only 8:15 and my day is shitty.....THEY BETTER HAVE MY DAMN SALMON CAKE WHEN I GET DOWN STAIRS..........................& my STARBUCK FRAPPICHINO.....I need a kick start.....I hope yall days are going better than mine......................

So BEAR I'll do my tag another day, k..................

No words

i have nothing to say....so visit the ppl linked t0 the right, they'll keep you entertained.....
holla

EDIT 1:43 PM
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

how many times do i have to get my glasses changed someone better get this shit right

i originally ordered my glasses in Dec....got them back, wrong perscription......they read the perscription wrong, the 7 was mistaken for a 1.....so i get them back, the sight is still alil off, i think its just me so i wear them anyway, trying to get used to them....but then i break them....so back to the shop in Mar.....just got them back yesterday, sight all fucked up....so i call the Dr. Office and read them the perscription the eye glass place has.....i was then informed that perscription was incorrect....so she faxes me the perscription......and its completely different from what the Dr. wrote....da fawk.....fortunately the eye glass place will redo them for no charge, but i have to make sure they are getting the right perscription this time, so im going for a reexam....the damn doc better get his shit right and write the perscription legibly, if they have to change the perscription again, i will have to pay....this shit is ridiculous......

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


I'm supposed to be studying, not dealing with stupidness.....

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Twins: one black one white

Don't know if this is true....but i got it in an email.

When Kylie Hodgson gave birth to twin daughters by caesarean section,she was just relieved that they had arrived safely. It was only when the midwife handed them over for her to hold that she noticed the difference between them. Remee, who weighed 5lb 15oz, was blonde and fair skinned. Her sister Kian, born a minute later weighing 6lb, was black. 'Our two gorgeous little girls'" It was a shock when I realized that my twins were two different colors," said Kylie, 19. "But it doesn't matter to us - they are just our two gorgeous little girls. "The amazing conception happened after two eggs were fertilized at the same time in the womb. Both Kylie and her partner Remi Horder, 17, are of mixed race. Their mothers are both white and their fathers are black. According to the Multiple Births Foundation, baby Kian must have inherited the black genes from both sides of the family, whilst Remee inherited the white ones.

Kylie, from Nottingham, discovered she was pregnant in the summer of 2004 and a scan at the Queen's Medical Centre revealed that twins where on the way."It was a shock at first to discover I was expecting as we hadn't been trying for a family," she said I had my 14-week scan and the sonographer ran the scanner over my stomach and announced that I was carrying twins."We couldn't believe it. Neither of us could take our eyes off the scanner - you could just see two of everything, even the outline of their little noses. We were both overwhelmed.

"The twins were born by caesarean in April last year because one of the girls was lying in an awkward position in the womb. "I didn't see them at first," added their mother. "They were both whisked away to be checked over and then the midwife came back and placed them both in my arms."I noticed that both of them had beautiful blue eyes, but whilst Remee was blonde, Kian's hair was black and she had darker skin. "It seemed strange, but I was feeling so ill that I didn't really take it in at that stage. "The next day she mentioned the color difference to her mother, who told her that Remee's skin would darken as she grew older. But as the weeks passed, Remee became lighter still while Kian went darker. And while Remee's eyes stayed blue, Kian's turned brown.

"There are some similarities between them," said their mother. "They both love apples and grapes, and their favorite television program is Teletubbies. "If they haven't seen each other for a few hours, they are so pleased to see each other and will hold out their arms, wanting to hug each other. And their smiles just light up their faces."I'll explain it all to them when they get older about why they look so different."

Million to one odds. The odds against of a mixed race couple having twins of dramatically different color are a million to one. Skin color is believed to be determined by up to seven different genes working together. If a woman is of mixed race, her eggs will usually contain a mixture of genes coding for both black and white skin. Similarly, a man of mixed race will have a variety of different genes in his sperm. When these eggs and sperm come together, they will create a baby of mixed race. But, very occasionally, the egg or sperm might contain genes coding for one skin color. If both the egg and sperm contain all white genes, the baby will be white. And if both contain just the versions necessary for black skin, the baby will be black.

For a mixed-race couple, the odds of either of these scenarios is around 100 to one. But both scenarios can occur at the same time if the woman conceives non-identical twins, another 100 to one chance. This involves two eggs being fertilized by two sperm at the same time,which also has odds of around 100 to one. If a sperm containing all-white genes fuses with a similar egg and a sperm coding for purely black skin fuses with a similar egg, two babies of dramatically different colors will be born. The odds of this happening are 100 x 100 x 100 - a million to one.

What's on my mind

I'm confused
Damn I missed my Friday Salmon Cake.....next week, get salmon cake first then troll

I can't get this song out of my head.
Vivian Green lyrics
"Vivian Green Wish We Could Go Back lyrics"

[Verse 1]Remember wanting me so much i used to tingle from ur touch and i'd wait for you to come home ur sittin right beside the phone and there was nothing else but you and who could seperate us to i'd never know when we got lost but now im counting up the calls

[Chorus]i wish we could go back (to love less complicated) i i wish we could go back (ready to prove our love when they said we couldnt make it no) Please tell me u miss that (that new love, crazy love)cuz i wanna go back i know its possible tell me you feel it to What i wouldnt do to rekindle our romanceo what i wouldnt do not many get a second chance oh nocome on baby cuz our love hasnt yet died (it hasnt died we gotta give love one more try)

[Verse 2] We barely talked we barely smiled no hint of what we used to be no courtesy and no romance not to much left of you and me but its not to late i believe but baby we can get it back cuz lifes to short for us to let what we had die and just forget

[Chorus] i wish we could go back (to love less complicated) i i wish we could go back (ready to prove our love when they said we couldnt make it no) Please tell me u miss that (that new love, crazy love) cuz i wanna go back i know its possible tell me you feel it toLets go back (i know its possible o what i wouldnt do) Lets go back (i know its possible dont you wanna go back baby)Lets go back (i know ts possible o what i wouldnt do) Lets go back (go back go back to the way we used to be be) i wish we could go back (to love less complicated) i i wish we could go back (ready to prove our love when they said we couldnt make it no) Please tell me u miss that (that new love, crazy love)c uz i wanna go back i know its possibletell me you feel it toWhat i wouldnt do to rekindle our romance o what i wouldnt do o wat i wouldnt doc ome on baby cuz our love hasnt yet died (i know its possible tell me you feel it to) i wish we could go back (to love less complicated) i i wish we could go back (ready to prove our love when they said we couldnt make it no)Please tell me u miss that (that new love, crazy love) cuz i wanna go back i know its possible tell me you feel it to

Fuck Blogger, how come i gotta add spaces and ish when i copy and paste

keep messing with me and ima get someone to touch you....

stop acting like you care, we both know you don't.

Fuck that i'm cashing this check today he betta have transfered the money......

I don't use viagra/cealis (sp) or penial enlargers or enhancements....Whoever is sending this unwanted spam, STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!.

I hope BK don't think i'm paying her for hookin it up tonite, she should know i have no money, lol

Wish I could go to the Bean.....Sorry Pissy....May is not too far away...

Lil Kim leaving NOTHING to the imagination

Taggin Tues on A Wed.

Yeah, I should've done this yesterday.....But I was so excited by my comment count yesterday....a whopping 37....I know that is nothing to The King but its a momentous occasion for me....(yeah I know half the comments were me, so what, don't rain on my parade, lol).

Off with my assignments..............................................

6 Things
I have been tagged by Ms Laa

The Rules......you're to write 6 revealing, strange/quirky things about yourself on your blog and then tag 6 people to do the same....

1. I used Lawry's Season Salt on damn near everything. I use it like table salt, not just to season. Its so bad, that every time I eat at Bree's she asks me if I need the Lawry's. But what tops the cake: When I was in college I took it to the cafe for every meal. I've been meaning to get a salt shaker for LSS, so I don't have to use the big family size container at every meal, I just haven't gotten around to it.
   
   
2. I break into song @ any given moment. It could be in the middle of a conversation. If someone says something that reminds me of a line in a song. Ima sing it.
   
   
3. After the divorce, both my parents wanted me. Let me explain......While my mom went into boot camp, she gave custody of me to my dad. He then hide me in various family members' houses, but wouldn't tell my mom where I was. All the while telling me my mom didn't want me. a fine thing to tell a 5 yr old. But my Aunt "T" called my mom cause she didn't want to be involved. Upon the advice of her lawyer, mom kidnapped me. Her and Jesus drove from Detroit to Chicago, to capture me. Funny thing about this, is that up until a few years ago, I thought my mom was talking of Jesus figuratively, not a person named Jesus. LOL...I didn't see my dad again until I was 9. But I made him promise to send me back to my mom......Wait...after reading that I don't think my dad wanted me, persay...He just didn't want my mom to have me....
   
   
4. I've never owned a pair of Nike Air Maxes....I only say that is strange cause damn near every female I know swears by them
   
   
5. I have a slight case of Insomnia (never been diagnosed). Last year, when I and dat nicca separated it was real bad. I would stay up till 3am during the work week and on the weekends I wouldn't go to sleep till the next afternoon. I have no clue how I functioned. Now its better, but I don't go to bed b4 12-1 during the week. I just cant sleep.
   
   
6. I love cheese. Cheetos: I rub them in between my thumb and fingers and lick the cheese off when I'm done with bag. I've stopped doing that. Its one of my childhood habits. Maybe thats because I don't eat cheetos that often......And I have no problem grabbing a slice of American out the fridge and eating it all by its self.

Now here's the hard part, Since I don't remember whose done this already......But Ima tag: BK Diva , Ms. Tigerkiss , Mr. I Aint Getting A Blog , My Favorite Rican , Pissy Missy ,& Sang That Song Diva

And Ms. Kween I aint forgot I gotta do the 20 1st list....That'll be tomorrow....

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CONTRIBUTORS: BK Diva, Mr. I Aint Getting A Blog , AND LIL OLE ME....

I CUT THAT MAN RIGHT OUT OF MY HAIR

Cause washing it, wasn't gonna do...... yeah i've been talking bout it for months but i finally chopped my hair off. It was very liberating. You may not understand the rational, but for me this was symbolic of me cutting Dat Nicca out of my life. Every inch of hair that I cut off, was the hair I had while we were together. All thats left is new hair. Plus he never wanted me to cut my hair......Wait till he get a load of this......06 will be my year, if Missy can share, lol





Before: In true before pic fashion, i assured my hair looked jacked, lol





During: Dont i look scurred.....The first cut is the worst cut, but hey I didn't cry.





After:





So what yall think?????
OK these pics didnt look this dark on my home puter, maybe yall should change your resolution so you can see them better....but you get the jest, how long b4 cut and how short after. If anyone knows how i can fix them holla at me.....